I wasted my four years of my life in
that college running after a guy who was
just not that into me
I filled college I fell in love I lost
love I lost my friends my parents lost
trust in me they were almost on the
verge of dissolving me so I lost
everything so it's very important for us
to surround ourselves with people who
would uplift us who would bring out the
best in us who would motivate us every
day before I start a quick disclaimer
I'm just like any of you okay I'm still
too young and I still have a very long
way to go and give out those such such
speeches to be honest so I want all of
you to hear out to hear me out as
someone who's just like you who still
wakes up in the morning thinking asking
myself EQ Korea we're still figuring out
like hundred things in her life still
trying on money still trying to save
money believe me there are times I
totally got broke and I still go to my
mom asking for money okay so now what do
I do a lot of you might know me as a
fashion blogger as a youtuber as an
actor or you know this one girl who just
posts pictures on Instagram and she has
100k followers whatever this is how she
rose to fame now I'll tell you what I'm
all of it I'm all of it
so I am a fashion blogger models for her
own blogs because I can do the time I
can I'm in the correct shape I'm I feel
like I can I'm confident enough with my
body I will till the time I can't
I might get someone else who's more
confident showcasing my style so yeah a
fashion blogging is not actually about
modeling it's more about documenting
your own style it could be in the form
of words it could be in the form of
pictures I'm also someone who makes
videos and sometimes adds in them and
yes I'm also social-media influencer
which justifies the following on my
Instagram last five years of my life has
been crazy it's been a crazy journey I
remember I was 19 I joined Shaheed
bhagat singh delhi university and i took
be calm I had never dreamed that I would
actually do what I'm doing today but I
wasted my 4 years of my life in that
college running after a guy who was just
not that into me
I failed College I fell in love I lost
love I lost my friends my parents lost
trust in me they were almost on the
verge of disowning me so I lost
everything and yeah it was a very tough
time of my life so in that one year had
to reappear for those exams and I had to
prepare and I had nothing to do I'm
doing something in the fashion industry
or the media industry has always been at
the back of my head but I never really
had the strength of actually taking it
up and you know like building a career
out of it because I come from a very
middle-class family and I thought my
parents would naturally entertain me
taking for like you know going for an
unconventional career making money out
of it on them investing in it it was
quite intimidating for them and more for
myself but then I still hear it because
my job is cigarette Jia who's at them in
a college field kirlia my parents are
not talking to me I have no friends my
boyfriend left me some for some other
girl I had nothing left in my life for a
20 year old that was a lot that was a
lot so I thought I'm just going to take
this up because what the hell maybe I
can do this
so I opened my own blog I started
instagramming in the span in the span of
six months I went from thousand
followers to about 55 K that's 55,000
followers yes and then I got offered a
job to make videos for the certain
organization which you all must know
what is it I'm not going to take the
name but yeah so I started making videos
for them I walked for them for about 1.5
years and I made over 400 videos for
them which was crazy I learned a lot
from that organization and after going
through so much in my life I finally had
so much in my bag that I wasn't ready to
let go of it so I thought you know what
let me just clench this opportunity and
never let go of this like I'm living my
dream life everything's amazing when I
would walk on the streets people would
actually stop me like oh my god that's
coma let's go Malik and I click a selfie
with you everybody
like people liked me I I was earning a
lot of money um everything was good I
was doing what I love but I will tell
you what you might hear a lot of people
saying that you don't do what you love
go after your dreams do what you love
that will make you happy but in my case
it was different I did what I loved but
I was extremely unhappy after six months
I was extremely unhappy even though I
was doing what I exactly wanted to do in
life and that still is what I want to do
you know why that's because I was
working under an organization where the
managership wasn't I wasn't really happy
with the managership so it's very
important for us to surround ourselves
with people who would uplift us who
would bring out the best in us who would
motivate us every day
Kehaar tika compa johner hi I have to
make videos that did not happen with me
I did that for seven months for seven
months I had this one single emotion of
sadness I did it because I had to
because I did not have the capacity to
prove myself again to invest myself
again in another organization
it was after seven months I decided you
know what it's not worth it if I have so
much talent if I have so much capability
to actually contribute to a big
organization like that why can't I do it
for my own self I resigned I left that
organization and I started doing my own
thing it was all going good so Cheers
and I walked for over 93 brands I made
over 400 videos and I made over 75 lakhs
yeah yeah so yeah I was again happy I
was just doing what I loved so if I
wanted to wake up on a Monday and I
didn't want to work on a Monday I
wouldn't work on a Monday if I want to
wake up on a Sunday and one walk on a
Sunday I would work on a Sunday I was my
own boss and I loved it uh then the
third piece of my life I always dreamed
of working for a fashion magazine you
know like I am someone who loves fashion
I thought oh my god working for the
fashion magazine is like a dream come
true so I chased this fashion magazine
this luxury one of the most well-known
fashion magazines of India for three
months I got the job I gave over like
five interviews I got the job and yeah
I'm still doing that job but I'm serving
my notice period I resigned that as well
because you know what I thought I'm
still fooling myself I think I can't
work under anybody else but myself but I
don't want to be around people who don't
motivate me enough to bring out the best
out of me so I want to tell you guys if
you want to work for the organization's
good for you go for it that's an amazing
thing to do but always remember to only
surround yourself who bring out the best
out of you if you think you're not
surrounded by such people walk out look
for another organization okay and if you
think you're not getting that walk for
yourself man it might seem a little
intimidating but believe me it will all
work out okay I come from a very middle
class I mean I never shop from the mall
I bought my first
Zarah when I got my first salary okay
right now that's what my fashion blog is
about it's about affordable fashion it's
about recyclable fashion is about
reusable fashion so I want to tell you
guys fashion blogging is not just for
the entitled I'm self-made I believe in
repeating my clothes I believe in
shopping from Sarojini I believe in
everything that's not luxury so yeah
that's where I come from and I always
will cherish my roots and I will never
forget that thank you so much for
hearing me out thank you so much for all
the love you guys have been lovely if
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